My Poem

I wonder do you feel as lonely as I do?

Does your heart beat in time with the rythum of mine
Do you feel as I do when ours hands entertwine?

I miss your touch, the fun we had
How can I sit here and feel so sad

The tears that fall hold so much sorrow,
Neither or us know the amount of tommorows

I feel it should rain and never stop,
Too match the pain thats in my heart.

Sleepless nights and mindless days,
feeling hurt in so many ways.
So much to say, so much left unspoken,
So much trust that was so easily broken,
you took my heart and broke it wide open.

All those times I fought for you,
so much you said that was untrue, guess im just annoying and not worth it to you.
You've said it so much why should I be suprised,
you never needed to say it when I could see it in your eyes.

I cry so much, not that you care,
you say you cry but mostly just stare.
You say you hurt so much but I just don;t see it,
I think you feel more like that song, just beat it.

All the times you're so hurtful and try and pass it off on me,
seems like an excuse fir what youre really starting to see.

Your calls mean nothing, I can already hear the sarcasm on rhe other end,
I know how you are, you dont break and you never bend.

I sit and I wonder what i've done thats so wrong, but I know it doesnt matter cause to you i've always been wrong.
One of the worst mistakes you've made in your life, I can almost garuntee you won't make this mistake twice.

Just anoother stupid girl, who doesnt see it your way.
Just another stupid girl that for you is just another stupid, wasted day.

No matter the hurt, I know you don't care,
just lay it on me and pretend that its fair.

Dont look at my phone or the messages you leave, so I can be hurt and you can be pleased.
What does it matter, you dont think I care, dont think I hurt, and donr see rhe tears.

Its been a couple years and all I do is suffer, im never right and you'd rather I suffer.
Im always so wrong and I should put up with it, as it is the pain I feel, its what I self inflict.